waiting is torture

I'm really not good at waiting. And I really hate waiting. But why is it that everything seems to make me wait for so long. I've been waiting for a while, still I haven't get what I wanted to get. Like exam results, confirmations from specific persons, text messages, and even to remember things I already forgot but I have to remember. Really, it makes me sick. I hate the feeling of forgetting things when I needed them! I feel handicapped or disabled whenever that happens. That feeling of torture whenever I wait is becoming worse . Everyone seems to be against me today. And that feels so annoying. My plans are already polished but people around me breaks them! Gaahd! Why do they do that? they give me negative vibes today which is not so good because it is Mama Mary's birthday! Anyway, I can't do anything more to that but to pray for them. I can't let them ruin my day. It's not yet late, I still have enough hours to make my day cheerful before it ends. Now, I have to go and continue my routine, cooking! :D