pissed off

argh! this is so me, not showing what I really feel. I am not the confrontational type and so I am not an argumentation fan. Hayy,, that reason gives me the fear of letting the history repeat. Honestly, that's what I feel inside right now, right here. I don't want this but I can't help it. Maybe this blogspot will help me release all the hatred I feel inside. This blog will absorb all of that! hmmm.. now I feel much better that earlier when I started this post. (Maybe I just needed someone or something to release my emotions to. :p ) Please blogger, make me a good person and not let me erupt and be an evil one. I know I can do this! aja! :D